i think everytime when my menses comes, i will be in a bad mood.

it really sucks.

why do we need to undergo this?

why cant we be designed in a way that we can still give birth to children without menstruation?

yes, i know, it's to regular my hormones blah blah blah right? oh well. if not, i will be manly right.

but the price to pay to get "feminine" is very big le, for me la.

=(

seriously, once in a while, i will always have this thought that being a male is so much better.

so what if i have to undergo 2years of army in singapore.

so what if i have to shave every morning.

so what if i have to give in to girls so as to be gentleman.

and blah blah blah la.

i dun mind lo. as in, it's better than to suffer the menstrual cramps every month right.

it's better than to suffer the pain of childbirth in the future.

crap.

ok, sorry guys, you can just take me as crapping ba. cuz i'm really not in a good mood today.

and those girls who dun think so, good for you.

i wonder if i'm able to survive through my tuition ltr.

pray hard for me ba.