this post is dedicated to NJCSB...

yeah.
i comfirm in band alady
wil b playin 4 e ETUDE!
come n support me k! :D

oh, i'm hereby officially apologising to NJCSB.
i'm sorry 4 making seems that i join u guys bcuz i dun hav any other options, or i join bcuz i was rejected by council.
i must say that, this decision is i made 1.
it is not by external factors.

at first i dun wanna join band bcuz u guys rejected me 4 DSA but actually i cant really blame u guys, cuz on e day of interview, i wasn't up to standard.
and that i really tot i might b gg ACJC after i get my o lvl results so i didnt join ANY cca.
n it feels funny joinin another cca..........

however, after u guys perform e mini concert in NJ.
i feel super weird in me.
i'm actually listenin 2 my own sch band performin.
then i started questionin myself,
y did i wan 2 choose 2 b in e audience, but not playin wif u guys.
y m i makin so many stupid excuses 4 myself not 2 join band?
y m i such a coward..
i decided 2 join band BEFORE e council ppl tel me whether i got into council. i had alady decided 2 reject council if they tel me i got in, but e trouble of doin tat was saved..

now that i had join band,
i promise 2 put in my best!
but i got e stupid a.star prog which i dunno y i'm so stupid stil got it, damn lucky.
but stil i wil try my very best to commit myself!!
i once put band b4 studies, n i can definitely do it once again!

i'm really sorry that until now, i stil dunno some of e pieces.
i'm also sorry tat my playin skills suck.

i must thank my section, 4 makin me feel alrite in band, not like some moron hu treated band like a substitute.
thx Vanessa ZeYi Eugene KaiXin & YingYing!!
thx u guys 4 makin my passion 4 band revived again! love you guys man..

even though i know no1 from NJCSB wil come read this blog, i wil definitely feel better after posting this post.

sorry once again.

chrisliew, loves music loves band loves frenchhorn...