i'm sorry for being so noisy bcuz of the results.

esp to estelle juehong and chaiying...

oh well.

i never meet my own expectation, again.

actually i should be contented with my results cuz as compared to some, mine is considered not bad le ba.

but still, i cant help but to feel very disappointed with myself.

i guess i didnt work hard enough for prelims.

i got a feeling i will not do well for A lvl.

i really very scared of that.

i want to do well. believe me. i really wan to...

if my chem didnt get A, i think i will be giving up my teaching internship le.

i dun wan to teach math.

or maybe i will give it a shot but i will drop out if they ask me to teach maths.

i really love chem more than the rest of the sub.

i dun wan to spend 3months teaching a sub i dont love.

haiz.

i think

jus let me emo for a day regarding my results.

and maybe for many days to come, when i receive the rest of the results.

my econs most likely wil not do well le, esp after shawna lim going through the case study.

and for gp, my essay seems to be out of point, after the teacher explained what is required for the question i'm doing.

and for chem, haiz, i doubt i will be the A in class le. esp when my paper is so SCREWED.

i'm jus totally demoralised today.

that's all i can say.

i really hope the rest of my results are better...

praying very hard.

but what's the use. the papers had already been marked. jus that i dunno the results nia.

argh.

stupid.

why cant they jus return all at one time, at the very start of the week.

so i dun need to undergo this agony i'm going through right now.

sianzzz..

i shall go upload my SGC ba.

heck le.

if my results will be bad, i doubt my SGC will be of any help.

jus let me be like that.

sorry if i affected any of u in one way of another.