had been quite unstable emotionally these few days.
having a cold war with my mum currently.
apparently, money matters to her more than me.
i really hate people who think this way, or make me feel that they are thinking this way.
i dont understand. is money really more important than me?
she dont even know why i'm pissed off at all.
so much for trying to study. so much for trying to do well in my studies.
i guess only her son's studies matter to her anyway.

it's been a long well since i really studied so so so hard for an exam.
i dun rmb studying so much, even for my O levels.
and yet, i'm being scolded for doing so huh.
the person who should be the most supportive shouldnt it be you? am i wrong about this, MUM?


I realise you dont know me at all.
and I cant see you attempting to know me..
when i talked to you about something, i didnt really want your comments about the issue, but rather, i just need you to listen to me.
but apparently, you dont seem to realise that. and most of the time, your comments reflect how differently we think, and it's in a negative way i felt.
the longer we are tgt, the more you make me think that we are world apart.

i realise i'm really very bad at expressing myself.
very bad at understanding my own emotions.
i may know i'm feeling angry, irritated, but dunno what's the reason.
haizzzz.


is it so hard to find a soulmate?