went to NUS open house jus now.

maybe, like what gina said, i'm overwhelmed by the amount of choice i hav,
but still, i'm quite worried about my future.
uni really isnt cheap.
i need to be good enuf to get scholarship. i doubt my parents are able to let me study through the 4years without having to worry about finance issues.
i need to, somehow, pay part of my sch fees myself.
oh well, at least, currently, i'm paying for my own expenses le, that should save them some money for themselves. (:

me gina and yinghui asked around jus now: enigneering is about 6k a year, medicine is 18k anually, law is 9k.
i most likely cant get into to law, i dun hav the interest anyway, and i need to be hav straight As to get into medicine.
but engineering isnt cheap stil nor easy to get in.
for 4years, i need 24k at least. excluding those additional things here and there.
oh well.

maybe attending thie open house isnt so bad now.
it motivates me to study harder when i can.
no matter what, i need straight As and that is definitely not going to drop from the sky.

however, currently, i got another commitment besides my studies: band.
i better juggle the both of them well now and pia my studies after that.

haha.
after typing all these, i think i should be more worried about my march hols assignments ba. HAHA
i only completed my chem skill A so far. i better start doing the rest. :P

n i hereby promise myself, i'm going to do all my hw wholeheartedly. (:

christina starting to get serious... wow.