no mood to blog.
stil emo-in i guess.
jus read liqiang's blog. same feelin as him, but jus glad that i do not need go back band in the morning n look at every1.

i jus feel myself so lost.
i dunno what to do when i nex step into band.
e memories of band jus kept running through my mind. n it's really irritating.
i cant get anything rite at ICES today.
and its really hard to put on a smile...

i hope i can recover from these fast.
how fast? i really dunno. asap ba.

i wanna cry, i tink crying out wil make me feel better,
but too bad, my tear glands are not working anymore..
what to do.
let's jus hope Mr Time can help me it this..
mayb, e faster he runs, e better i wil feel.

alot of stupid annoying things on my mind.
i really wish i'm not a human.
is this the price i hav to pay to grow up?

i miss my childhood. those innocent carefree days, n stupid me wanna grow up that time.


chrisliew hopes she can travel back in time and stay in the past... her future is so dim now.