much better alady..

drowned myself in music jus now..
played piano 4 1hr plus plus plus.. it's been so long, n my fingers r getting rusty man.
it helps in stoppin myself from 胡思乱想-in...

n playing some games jus now, online or phone, it helps too..

i dunno whether this is good news or bad news 2 me now.
i dunno whether i sld say it as
"i get to go to band's AGM nex wed" or
"i need to go to band's AMG nex wed"
i do not need to go for e SSEF and ASTAR briefing at Science Centre.

i still hav no faith in myself at all.
i find myself so lost still.
i really dunno, i will still need some time..

i nv felt like this in my life b4,
not even when i quit my Junior Leader position in secondary 3.

haiz..