had band today , n of cuz, my chem SPA.
finally its over man.
went 2 band from 8am, alle way until 7pm.
wanna die.

i dunno what's e prob wif mr ho.
he now super duper against horn, 1 slight mistake from us, he make it sound like e sky falling.
then he say we nv practise enuf.
hello, do u know, our section came 4 sectionals ON OUR OWN EARLY IN THE MORNING JUS 2 PRACTISE!!!
u can say we dumb we lousy but not we nv prac.
it's not necessary tat we nv improve means we nv practise lo!
n how do u expect us 2 play when u r conducting like mad.
it's 106 in tempo, not 160. e dif very big le.
i dun wanna lose my respect 2 him...
2 rules 4 me 2 follow:
1)conductor is always right
2)if conductor is wrong, refers to rule number 1. haha
i seriously think that NJCSB is a good band man, cuz we can stil actually make out some music despite his highness.

on sat, can only go 4 NHSB investiture until bout 9.30am. haiz..

i dunno whether 2 run 4 band ex-co.
i doubt my own ability.
我认为我没有资格。
bcuz, e way i treated NJCSB at e beginning of e year. i really hate myself 4 that, 4 being so indecisive, so 爱面子that time.
i c how, but if any ppl wanna nominate me, i dun mind.
as long as u think i can, as long as u believe in me.... that's all i need.
i think wat i'm seriously lack here is COURAGE.
courage to believe in myself, to lead the band 4 nex year syf etc..
i seriously dunno. haiz.

k la, stop here.
tml stil need go JI then rush down 2 band. tired.


chrisliew loves band no matter wat. really.