feeling much better today. i really mean it sincerely in the previous post. pls dun misunderstand me.
cleared my doubt with my frens. hope we stil remain as good frens!!! :)
1st of all, i guess i really nid 2 apologise to those that i had shouted at last week, esp on mon, 24th july.
i am really feeling very very low that day. over the weekend, i received the news that my only grandpa is hospitalised and he was then suffering stroke. on 26th july, he managed to pass away peacefully on his own bad, in his own hse, with all his children by his side.
i rmb, e last time i even called "ah gong" when he is alive was e last year dec. i did not visit him in e recent june holiday bcuz i'm too lazy and i hav got lots of outing. i really cant believe myself. if i really can turn the time back, i wil definitely make time to visit him. i'm such a bad grandchild.
after i got back my midyear report, i realise that i gg to get edusave award nex year. i decided to give him n my grandma each 100 bucks. i wanted to send e money back via my cousin who went back during june but my mum stop me cuz she felt that i sld pass it 2 them personally. so i'm suppose 2 wait till dec. but now, i wil NV get a chance to pass my money to him anymore, i lose my chance to b filial to him as a grandchild.
he had always taken care of me as i was his 1st gradchild born in Singapore, a much better environment than him but he dun get to c me often co he dotes on me n my bro the most i feel...............
hope my dear grandpa rest in peace n i wil definitely rmb my very moment wif him since young.